After close to a year long hiatus from you adorable people, I am here. It’s funny to me, reading my old blogs about my crazy sex life… especially as I lay here in bed since 8pm with laundry going, dishwasher running, and my beloved nursing his torn up knee on the couch. Part of me wishes I could tell you how much I miss late nights, exhibitionist sex, and putting myself in the most...
Arguing with my 3 year old niece because she’s trying to steal my boyfriend!
If me and Matt have a child… It will be a panda. Black, white, Asian, and chubby. Best realization ever.
no more blogging about my personal life.
Baby Momma Drama
“I am so done being nice and being treated like I am stupid. I was not born last night and am smarter than what I’m given credit for so STOP LYING, STOP the SECRETS and BE HONEST. God give me strength to be the christian I am in the situation I am in Amen.” That is what his ex wife wrote on his wall last night. Apparently she decided to facebook stalk me. My stuff is mostly...
I had a kind of rough weekend. I didn’t know how much I was hurting until Saturday afternoon. When Matt and I woke up this morning, I explained it all to him. I’m not getting into detail here about it, sorry. Regardless, he was understanding like he always is and realized it was time he put his foot down. I got a phone call tonight from him to tell me he told his ex wife all about...
I try so hard to hold things in. But sometimes… Ya just gotta sit on the bathroom floor and cry.
Lil Nigga getting dizzy hahaha
It's been awhile since I've done a TT post...
I guess it’s mostly because I decided when Matt and I got serious that I didn’t want everyone know our business and although I love all of you - sometimes I don’t want my IRLs to know about our personal issues. Most of my close friends know about what’s going on on the surface - the basic babymomma dramas and our health issues going on… but that’s it. ...
Really? This is my life now?
I would like to know when it became normal for me and Matt to get home early, me read and him watch tv, then him fall asleep in the living room and me turning off all the lights and going to bed. Seriously.
There’s no rule book for this. I don’t know how I’m supposed to feel. Getting ready to leave Matt’s house this morning and his ex wife decides to drop in. Looks like she knows about me now! I’m just very confused and almost want time to myself… But I know that will only cause more stress on him and he can’t handle that right now.
Hospitals and Heart Attacks
Tonight didn’t exactly go as planned. Matt is currently laid up in a hospital bed in front of me. We’re still in triage waiting for a room which almost seems absurd considering they want to keep him overnight and it’s 5:30 in the morning. He told me at work he didn’t feel right and when I got there he was calling the ambulance. His blood pressure was over 200 at the time...
theopenroad1978: coachkasey replied to your photo: Fucking Monday already?!?! I thought I saw you in jail in my dream last night with a hooker that I apparently went to high school with. I’m not sure why I was in jail though… You went to Hooker High too!? Bahahaha, I guess that explains the hole truck stop fucking thing, huh? I heart your fucking face… Apparently enough to see it in...
That awkward moment when you see the carseat but momentarily fear you forgot the baby.
I don’t wanna be pregnant with you anyway, you gonna be all cute pregnant...– Me to Muffin
Bitches be cray
I don’t know what the fuck just happened at the bar but I think it’s cute and adorable when Matt tries to stop a chick fight by reasoning with the little girls.
theopenroad1978: coachkasey replied to your photo: Anyone else ready for Thursday?! My friend told my boyfriend he could return me because “you broke it, you bought it”… In reference to my vagina. broken vags are so out this year. Bahahaha. Good thing I’m off the market then, huh? At least I’m not a truck stop hooker anymore, right?
He told me he loved me in church. You can’t lie in God’s house.
I got back to the Dub Saturday night. I stopped by Muffin’s house to freshen up a bit and curl my hair before meeting Matt at Fatboys. It was kind of important to me because it was going to be the first night I spent at his house. We’ve spent the night together, but never in his home because I had been uncomfortable with the situation with the ex-wife. This boy missed me so much. ...
Today is the day. Matt is currently in mediation with his ex-wife. See, in the state of NC, you have to be separated for a year before getting divorced. Today is the day they will sign paperwork and come to a custody agreement. If no agreement is met, they have to go to court. I’ve been so stressed out about this day for so long, and yesterday I broke. I texted him and said “I...
I know I’ve totes disappeared from the tumblr blogosphere, and I apologize. There’s just been so much going on lately. I’m not gonna get into all the relationship stuff with the boyfriend, but today something impossible and crazy happened in my vagina: It started bleeding. I haven’t had a period in nearly 3 years. I went to the beach and when we got back to the house,...
Fuck this shit
Holy fucking shit. Tonight was cray.
Walk of pride, maybe?
Definitely just did the walk of shame up 3 flights of stairs wearing a skirt short enough to be a belt, boots, and a see through shirt. Yup, someone had to be coming down the stairs to witness it. I had an orgasm and you didn’t so there.
We’ll get to that momentarily, promise. I took Panther to dinner at Hiro where everyone from the bar was already waiting. I had already set up the bar with help of Muffin with almost 100 cupcakes and balloons and signs before dinner so it would be ready afterward. Our chef was a good friend of mine who ended up doing a special rice cake for Panther… it was a dick. Pictures to...
Anyone else having issues?
It’s a big night. There are so many things that could go wrong or could potentially piss me the fuck off. I’m trying to stay calm, though. This is what I do, after all. I plan amazing events and freak out right before they are a huge success! Hopefully there will be pictures to come :)